Form: Diary

  • Slept at the office, on the leather couch, after working eighteen hours. And fee

    Slept at the office, on the leather couch, after working eighteen hours. And feel awesome.

    Living like I’m in my 20’s.

    Friend from Seattle, Navin Mithel, told me a long time ago, that he never felt wealthier than when he was a waiter – with cash in his hands.

    Why do we work to collect fixed assets and debt when the greatest joy is a backpack, a laptop, three changes of high quality clothes, an interesting business problem, good friends, and freedom? Nesting is for women.

    The only security is whatever metal you can put in a safe deposit box anyway.

    For me – aside from the laptop, clothes, backpack and cash – a Porsche that doesn’t attract attention, and a handgun for my pillow, and I’m pretty much satisfied.

    oh… And women. Can’t forget god’s carrot for the mule.


    Source date (UTC): 2015-03-09 03:31:00 UTC

  • It’s Sunday. It’s 8:00AM. And I am already in the office. Dedication. 🙂

    It’s Sunday. It’s 8:00AM. And I am already in the office.

    Dedication. 🙂


    Source date (UTC): 2015-03-08 01:41:00 UTC

  • I am much more of a free man in Ukraine and Russia than I am in America. I must

    I am much more of a free man in Ukraine and Russia than I am in America. I must deal with corruption and its economic consequences. And status is not so easily achievable by bourgeois means. But I feel far less a servant of the state than I do in the United States. Far less a servant of the credit system. Far less a servant altogether. And if I did not have to take care of family members in the states, I would just give up my citizenship. But having to take care of family, I would rather burn Washington to cinders one building at a time, one grave at a time, than surrender to the ultimate evil that has become the US of A, under socialist, progressive and neocon ideologies.


    Source date (UTC): 2015-02-24 10:30:00 UTC

  • APPROACHES TO UNIVERSITY My sister: —“I get A’s. That’s what I do. If I don’t

    APPROACHES TO UNIVERSITY

    My sister:

    —“I get A’s. That’s what I do. If I don’t get an A, the professor did something wrong. Because I get A’s.”—

    Hysterical. My sister is a Doolittle to her very core. lol. She gets A’s. I am very proud of her.

    But she makes me laugh. She practices the opposite of my approach to university:

    —“Dear professors: Your opinion matters very little to me, and your grade even less. I pay you to impart knowledge to me, not to certify that you have done so; and especially not to certify that you have imparted what you intended, rather than what I interpreted. This is because I am very suspicious of the quality of your goods and services. In many cases I am quite certain your goods and services are not only unwarrantied, but unwarrantable because they are defective. As such your approval, certification, and warranty are meaningless to me. I do not want your label on my knowledge, because it would suggest my knowledge was likewise defective”—

    I told everyone at the time that I was in college that I looked at college as exchange on a good day, and rape on a bad one. I pay money for what they voluntarily impart to me, and if not voluntarily exchanged, then I take what I want wether they wish to impart it or not.

    Hence why I don’t work in university.

    I don’t seek approval. I seek conquest. I don’t seek to be educated, I seek to learn. I don’t seek to learn the scripture of the Cathedral, I seek to destroy it. The more dead the merrier a party we will have on their graves.

    The body count is the score I seek to obtain.

    Not a mere glyph of approval on paper.

    Cry Havoc.

    Punish the wicked.

    Leave the world better for having lived in it.


    Source date (UTC): 2015-02-22 10:24:00 UTC

  • WORKING 18 HOUR DAYS FOR WEEKS ON END? There was a time when I could work 110-12

    WORKING 18 HOUR DAYS FOR WEEKS ON END?

    There was a time when I could work 110-120 hours a week for three or four months at a time. Of course I ended up in the hospital five times doing it – your body just sort of runs out of things like electrolytes. 🙂

    But I”m on my third week right now, and, well, you know….. I”m still able to work most people into the ground, but it’s a lot harder on me than it was twenty years ago. I get really tired. 🙂

    On the other hand, there is NOTHING like a startup. It’s awesome. You are bringing a vision to life.

    FINAL STRETCH

    Oversing is still very buggy right now – because it’s a very big application – but we are very close now. (You should have seen our lists at Msft back in the day.) We have to implement one more very important feature (the accounting cycle processing), and then the core of the application is done. The rest is just going through the whole thing and crushing the bug count. Then, after that, it’s just adding features as we want to. And there are a lot of features in the road map that we want to add.

    PLATFORMS

    One thing that has changed in the enterprise software business, is that it’s merged with the open source business – you need to work as a platform and integrate with other systems openly, so that others can do work with it. Because now, people tend to select not best of breed PRODUCTS, but best of breed FEATURES, and combine features of different products into their OWN version of a product.

    And in pursuit of the platform business, one of our design decisions was to mimic the WordPress hook architecture. That means that it’s pretty easy to create plugins for our platform, and just ‘hook’ into events in it. Conversely, it means that if you want to use plugins you need your own instance. And that’s where people start spending money: customization and integration. But they don’t spend it on the product itself.

    MAKING IT IMPOSSIBLE FOR COMPETITORS

    The other thing is that (as Atlassian has demonstrated) if you make the product something that a reasonably intelligent person can configure without your help, and cheap enough that they can buy with a credit card, then you can make it impossible for previous generations of software vendors to compete – the cost of sales is just too high for them. I mean, Atlassian starts out getting as little as $4 a month per user, and just incrementally gets that up to $10 or more with additional features.

    So our strategy with Oversing was to make it broadly useful as a general business application for managing human capital – not just for services businesses. That means we have a larger pool of people to pull from in any given business that adopts our software – not just the developers, help desk, and product management people.

    We will see what the market says. It will take us two or three years longer to bring about the full vision. But I suspect that we’ve come pretty close to hitting the mark.

    More later….

    tired….


    Source date (UTC): 2015-02-13 17:04:00 UTC

  • Can’t write any philosophy. None. Can’t. Need a dedicated brain. And the busines

    Can’t write any philosophy. None. Can’t. Need a dedicated brain. And the business is using all of what little I’ve got. 🙂 I barely have time for reading the economics blogs and keeping up with the news.

    Playing the rationalist game is a convenient distraction – sort of like investigating mathematics. It’s interesting. You feel like you’re doing something. It’s fun to engage in social contact on topics that you care about. But it’s not really productive.

    Why? Because explaining why economics and politics, morality and philosophy and the physical sciences were artificially separated is interesting. And collapsing science and philosophy into truth telling solves a lot of problems. The fundamental issue that I must deal with is institutions.

    Maybe it is a good thing that I take a step back for a bit and admit that I was having more fun making minor improvements in my arguments, than doing serious work for the past few months. And that maybe my concern over diving in to something as serious as institutions – even if I thought I understood that first, is something I’m afraid of getting absorbed into with so much on my plate.

    I have this terrible emotional desire to put more bullets in rationalism. But that’s, I think, late-life work. I think, at this point I need to stay on the innovations that matter to the movements ; to the post-NRx, Post-Libertine movements – whatever they might be called.

    But to save one’s people. To save the mind of one’s people. It requires something momentous. Testimonial Truth, Science as the discipline of truth speaking, scientific invention as the result of truth telling, and the entire propertarian artifice are momentous.

    And they are now developed to a point where informed and interested people can make use of them. So I must finish institutions and applications.

    Because understanding is not action. To act we must have a solution to demand, and one that we may implement by force if needed. With full moral authority before man, god and the judgment of history.


    Source date (UTC): 2015-02-03 15:50:00 UTC

  • Midnight. A mild flu. A hotel room in the Paris of the east. Hot tea with lemon

    Midnight.

    A mild flu.

    A hotel room in the Paris of the east.

    Hot tea with lemon and honey.

    A hard drive full of the best movies of 2014.

    An HDMI cable for just such emergencies.

    The best portable bluetooth speaker for just such emergencies.

    High thread count sheets.

    Lots of pillows.


    Source date (UTC): 2015-01-15 16:57:00 UTC

  • Apparently, last Friday I managed to down a piece of apple strudel full of enoug

    http://www.foodsmatter.com/allergy_intolerance/sulphites/articles/sulphites3.htmlAPOLOGIES

    Apparently, last Friday I managed to down a piece of apple strudel full of enough preservatives to disorient me until today. As a matter of course, In this city, these pastries are made specifically without preservatives, but this restaurant, I guess not.

    Now, normally, exposure to various preservatives puts me to sleep for six to eighteen hours, and in a state of confusion and stress for one to three days, during which I do little other than sleep and feel like I have the flu. But this time it was worse than usual. I suspect because hydration seems to affect the intensity somewhat and I have been dehydrated of late.

    It has the interesting side effect of making my autistic speech return. That is, that I can still work, and even produce good philosophy, but my ability to produce coherent sentences declines rapidly.

    The current theory is that some of us are short a mitochondrial enzyme (I know this is true on my mother’s side, and is common in Celts). Repeat exposure produces an immune response. This immune response can develop at any point in one’s life.

    I am equally intolerant of MSG, and pretty much any agent that affects oxydation, or the dopamine pathways. I suspect, from what my mother has said, that I had early saturation with MSG and it developed from there. I remember specifically that I could get ‘confused’ from eating Maraschino Cherries – which was really frustrating as a small child at holiday time.

    So, to my followers I am sorry for the rather austistic writing I have done over the past three days. Although It is interesting that I still was able to produce a few innovations over the weekend, even if I wrote them badly. There is some sort of meaning to this that I want to get my mind around: I do philosophy ‘prior to language’. Which for linguistic philosophers must seem impossible, but to me, is informative. Over-fascination with words, and under-emphasis on actions is probably what has hampered philosophy for more than a century.

    My philosophy is one of action in time. My analysis is operational. My thinking is spatial, not verbal. And under duress I may lose the verbal, but I seem to retain the spatial.

    That means something.


    Source date (UTC): 2015-01-13 04:49:00 UTC

  • Ok. I give up. I can’t work today. I’m useless. (Sigh.)

    Ok. I give up. I can’t work today. I’m useless. (Sigh.)


    Source date (UTC): 2015-01-06 11:16:00 UTC

  • A lot more living in the moment over here. It’s an interesting phenomenon: Havin

    A lot more living in the moment over here. It’s an interesting phenomenon:

    Having not enough.

    Having enough.

    Having more than enough.

    When you don’t have enough you must struggle to plan against risk.

    When you have enough, you don’t stress, and invest time in people as entertainment.

    When you have more than enough you don’t stress and invest in status and consumption.

    And for those who organise production under capitalism, signalling is important. And for the upper classes, investing in signals that will evolve into consumer goods under mass production is a necessary good.

    Then we have the envious who desire status that they do not earn. And as such want to reduce the status of others in what is the worst possible redistribution.

    And the we have the dishonest thieves who obtain status not from organising production or creating a Propertarian order, but who gain their status through assisting in the transfer of wrath and status from some to others by involuntary means.

    Like the woman who gains status from acts of charity distributing wealth earned by her father or husband, or the public intellectual or progressive voter who advocates and instructs by vote, the theft from productive to unproductive.

    Where the conservative says that receipt of charity requires demonstrated acts of moral behaviour – an act of exchange for support.

    The progressive privatises while the conservative constructs commons.


    Source date (UTC): 2015-01-04 04:57:00 UTC