Sometimes I think my life is cursed, others that it is blessed. It’s people that make me feel blessed, and money that make me feel cursed.
Today I feel blessed with new friends.
Source date (UTC): 2016-06-10 16:03:00 UTC
Form: Diary
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Sometimes I think my life is cursed, others that it is blessed. It’s people that
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( I want to make a new video. But no brain cells tonight. )
( I want to make a new video. But no brain cells tonight. )
Source date (UTC): 2016-05-25 14:51:00 UTC
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After you have assumed you are going to die in the hospital a few times you deve
After you have assumed you are going to die in the hospital a few times you develop this mental bias that while you prefer to live, the feeling of fearing death that is beyond your control is worse than the fear of death itself. So you no longer fear death as much as experience life.
Our safety in modernity has largely replaced our near constant fear of death.
Once you no longer fear death your choices in life are much clearer, as are your wants from life.
But something is lost in our comfort.
Source date (UTC): 2016-05-24 09:47:00 UTC
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My second favorite coffee shop in Kiev. Finally I know how to find it on foot. J
My second favorite coffee shop in Kiev. Finally I know how to find it on foot.
Just met some wonderful people from a startup. It was a joy.
Thinking about channel development for Oversing. And I definitely see it.
Source date (UTC): 2016-05-24 09:11:00 UTC
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(I am such a fool. I’m going to change my name to Orhán and wear a Jester’s hat
(I am such a fool. I’m going to change my name to Orhán and wear a Jester’s hat for the next year to remind myself, every day, that I am a fool. Just in case I forget that I’m a fool for a moment. 🙂 )
(inside joke)
Source date (UTC): 2016-05-21 03:06:00 UTC
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(diary) The Flu diet followed by the Stress diet. My trim-fit shirts and pants f
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The Flu diet followed by the Stress diet. My trim-fit shirts and pants fit me again. Look on the bright side, right? 😉
Source date (UTC): 2016-05-18 11:26:00 UTC
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Something substantial has changed in my thinking and I cannot put my finger on i
Something substantial has changed in my thinking and I cannot put my finger on it other than world events appear to have almost caught up to me.
I have this deep feeling that the worm has turned.
Source date (UTC): 2016-05-18 07:44:00 UTC
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CRITICISMS/GOSSIP Post from a friend on the destructive power of gossip really b
CRITICISMS/GOSSIP
Post from a friend on the destructive power of gossip really bothered me today. I sympathized.
I pretty much always have very good intentions. It’s just my nature from growing up in a hostile environment.
On the other hand, if I did not have good intentions, I would be a very scary person. And worse, I would be exceptionally good at it. “if I wanted to fuck you, then you’d never even know.”
Why? On the whole, people are not very smart.
So why not? On the whole, I want to protect them from evil.
What I have learned however, is that loyalty is rarely rewarded, and creativity is rarely acknowledge, and people universally give themselves disproportionate credit for group achievements.
Source date (UTC): 2016-05-18 06:35:00 UTC
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I’ve been going to bed early and sleeping late for almost four weeks now and its
I’ve been going to bed early and sleeping late for almost four weeks now and its just beginning to make a difference. Burnout sucks. And I keep doing it. Doesn’t ambition come with a regulator? I don’t seem to be able to find mine.
Source date (UTC): 2016-05-17 13:53:00 UTC
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Having an asthma problem this morning, (coughing a bit) and the waitress, of her
Having an asthma problem this morning, (coughing a bit) and the waitress, of her own volition, without asking, brings me a glass of hot milk, and stands over me while I drink it – rapidly curing the problem.
I love these freaking people. I remember when women in america did those things.
Source date (UTC): 2016-05-16 02:22:00 UTC