Category: Personal Reflections and Diary

  • (wrote something smart about faith, belief, etc and now I can’t find it. ack. ti

    (wrote something smart about faith, belief, etc and now I can’t find it. ack. time to download the fb archive and search for it. sigh. )


    Source date (UTC): 2015-12-11 14:16:00 UTC

  • Curt Doolittle shared a post

    Curt Doolittle shared a post.


    Source date (UTC): 2015-12-11 09:20:00 UTC

  • ( I love the sound of Italian language when it is spoken by the educated classes

    ( I love the sound of Italian language when it is spoken by the educated classes. It’s beautiful. )


    Source date (UTC): 2015-12-11 06:52:00 UTC

  • 20— Asthma Management / Oxygenation management 2012 Gallbladder – Liver necrot

    20— Asthma Management / Oxygenation management

    2012 Gallbladder – Liver necrotic infection – after 8 months of severe pain.

    2012 Paleo Diet to lose weight: 30lbs.

    2012 Isolation of Vitamin D and Calcium Deficiencies.

    2011 Isolation of allergies to Preservatives + Perforated stomach.

    2010 Asthma changes from seasonal to chronic.

    2009 Second Cancer Surgery

    2008 Second Radiation Treatment (ineffective)

    2005-2009 constant illnesses from immune system stress – frequent loss of consciousness during coughing. (fixed with hydration)

    2004 Sinus Polyp Surgery (compromised immune system)

    2002 Cancer Surgery and Radiation

    2000 Apnea discovered as reason for adrenaline overproduction

    1999 Next Exhaustion and Hospitalization (run up to the crash)

    1997 First Asthma Diagnosis (finally)

    1996 European Flu (lost 30lbs – killed 200 ppl)

    1992 Find current prescriptions that alleviate autistic ‘focus’ problem and life improves by orders of magnitude.

    1987 First Exhaustion (irregular heartbeat) Start Prescriptions

    1977 “Swine Flu” (Never felt right after this)

    1972 “Seasonal Allergies Appear – and are severe”

    ???? Mumps etc. No chicken pox.

    1963 “Rubella”

    1961 “whooping cough”

    1959 Born – Celtic Lactose Intolerance.


    Source date (UTC): 2015-12-11 06:07:00 UTC

  • Curt Doolittle shared a post

    Curt Doolittle shared a post.


    Source date (UTC): 2015-12-11 05:41:00 UTC

  • (man humor)(life lesson) Note from a friend, roughly translated: —“My work is

    (man humor)(life lesson)

    Note from a friend, roughly translated:

    —“My work is awful. I’m frustrated. I compensate with reading philosophy and ___ my girlfriend six ways from Sunday.”—

    Of course, with my rather autistic logic, I think that if your work inspires you to both those ends, then it’s perfect.

    I mean, if the counter is that if you work is wonderful, and you don’t read philosophy or ____ your girlfriend like a rabbit, then think of how much worse off you are with enjoyable work.

    lol. Yes. I have my priorities straight.

    Seriously. I remember standing in the shower after getting the news that I had cancer, and thinking, “Of all the time I spend, the time I spend making love to my wife is the time I wish I had more of, and it is the time I take most for granted”.

    It was after cancer that I started working on philosophy half time, and after the second bout that I sold out of my business, sold my cars and houses, and moved to ‘the old world’ to work on philosophy while building software I cared about.

    The wife was a cost of transition unfortunately.

    But make sure you have your priorities straight.


    Source date (UTC): 2015-12-11 05:10:00 UTC

  • Curt Doolittle shared a post

    Curt Doolittle shared a post.


    Source date (UTC): 2015-12-09 10:20:00 UTC

  • (diary) did good work today. took kirill’s advice and worked at sleeping. plus t

    (diary)

    did good work today. took kirill’s advice and worked at sleeping. plus the vitamin d clearly works. still having problems because of the darkness but it’s a thousand times better than last year.

    today is one of those days where everything went well, but I really appreciate all my friends. thank god for all of them.


    Source date (UTC): 2015-12-07 14:46:00 UTC

  • I just can’t live in a bigger city. Just can’t do it. (a) too loud, too dirty, a

    I just can’t live in a bigger city. Just can’t do it. (a) too loud, too dirty, and (b) too much bacteria, virus, and disease everywhere. (c) public transportation is exhausting, noisy, rude, disease carrying, and filthy. (d) too far to travel to get to it for work, too far to travel to get out of it for leisure. (e) shopping is the same everywhere now, and I’ve already owned everything a man can rationally want to own. And aside from a Porsche, ralph lauren clothes, and a fancy computer, the only other thing I want is good relationships, good restaurants, and time.

    A car ride of 25 minutes helps you relax and change from work to home context and visa versa. It’s sanitary assuming you’re sanitary. It’s relatively quiet, air conditioned, and filled with your news, audio book, news or even video (ahem).

    A city where you can walk without public transportation, that isn’t too loud, or too dirty is perfect.


    Source date (UTC): 2015-12-07 14:11:00 UTC

  • ( I will need to do a year in review soon. It’s been a big year. circumpolar civ

    ( I will need to do a year in review soon. It’s been a big year. circumpolar civilization, genetic pacification, race as difference in rates of reproduction, religion, refining market government, rediscovering the oath – much more than a contract – the basis of our way of life, and refining the seven warranties. As well as beginning to think through how to teach propertarian reasoning just as we teach programming – as an act of writing. )


    Source date (UTC): 2015-12-07 08:06:00 UTC