Category: Personal Reflections and Diary

  • (Dear self. It is not your job to fix everything, save everyone, help everyone.

    (Dear self. It is not your job to fix everything, save everyone, help everyone. And many people cannot be helped, do not want to be helped, and if you help them you will of necessity bear the risk of failing in helping them. So just as we are better off letting sleeping dogs lie, it is sometimes better to leave troubled people alone, rather than end up bearing the consequences of helping them.)


    Source date (UTC): 2015-12-15 14:56:00 UTC

  • (life lesson: if you don’t take your blood pressure medicine, after you’ve been

    (life lesson: if you don’t take your blood pressure medicine, after you’ve been taking it for twenty years, the headache is not as serious as a migraine, but damn…)


    Source date (UTC): 2015-12-15 04:50:00 UTC

  • Happy birthday. I wanna write a rhyme here that I taunted you with when we were

    Happy birthday. I wanna write a rhyme here that I taunted you with when we were little, but it’s actually too childish. lol Love you.


    Source date (UTC): 2015-12-15 03:13:00 UTC

  • (memories) I remember being at 4H camp, I was no more than maybe 13? And the pri

    (memories)

    I remember being at 4H camp, I was no more than maybe 13?

    And the prize we won at the competition that day, was that the ‘grownup’ girl counsellors would tuck us in kiss us good night.

    I didn’t think that was terribly good at the time.

    I can still smell her hair, and feel her kiss on my cheek, and the pressure of the sheets and blankets as she tucked me in.

    I was probably stunned and stupified for a week…

    Not erotic at all. Just stunned.

    It was awesome. 🙂


    Source date (UTC): 2015-12-14 13:43:00 UTC

  • OUR NUMBERS INCREASE SLOWLY BUT SURELY Well, we have a number of people trying t

    OUR NUMBERS INCREASE SLOWLY BUT SURELY

    Well, we have a number of people trying to catch up to the present by reading the web site.

    And it seems that we have someone who has sufficient knowledge to grasp the sum of propertarianism and testimonialism Unfortunately this fellow does not want to be public here on Facebook, even though he’s active on reddit. But given the questions he’s asking me and the criticisms he’s putting forth I’d have to argue that he’s got it. Which is no trivial task.

    He confirms the common sense judgement that we should value STEM degrees and treat the rest as recreation.

    I don’t have a good grasp of how long it takes to learn it. I suspect that if you have been taught to be a scientist, and have also had the good fortune to study a bit of the philosophy of science, and do some non-trivial programming, and especially exposure to Austrian economics, it’s probably a bit easier.

    I think if you have enough general knowledge to understand the explanatory power you can make use of the arguments even if you cannot construct them.

    I think if you can intuit that the arguments propose a viable solution for western man, that you can act upon them with confidence.

    Not everyone has to master every level of understanding any more than people who fight for marxism can argue marxist economics and class theory.

    In the end, we merely need to act together.

    And in that end, we win.


    Source date (UTC): 2015-12-14 12:58:00 UTC

  • ( Silly thing: back in my 20’s and 30’s, I found loading cartridges (bullets) ve

    ( Silly thing: back in my 20’s and 30’s, I found loading cartridges (bullets) very ‘mindful’ and it made me feel calm, peaceful and ‘whole’. In no small part because it’s dangerous, procedural, and ritualistic, and so your mind cannot wander. In retrospect loading is a very different kind of tea ceremony. Which is pretty humorous. )


    Source date (UTC): 2015-12-14 03:12:00 UTC

  • (lyrics)(poetry) This song came out when I was in college. And while it’s a catc

    (lyrics)(poetry)

    This song came out when I was in college. And while it’s a catchy tune by a natural tenor, the reason it held me was the intertemporality of the lyrics. And like many subconscious suggestions it has become part of my metaphysical perceptions of my life – albeit not as a musician.

    I loved my wife Allora – more than I thought possible – but you know, she told me she would leave me if I engaged in revolutionary activities. When I was becoming very active against Clinton’s interference in ancient culture of the military, and was writing propaganda for the militias, she came out pretty hard against it. So for about ten years I ‘mellowed’. But I eventually came to see that restraint as strangling the purpose to which I felt I must dedicate my life.

    I think that my marriage represents my hiatus. But after the first bout of cancer I felt I was both running out of time, and running out of patience. So like many people who recover from a serious illness and value each and every day as precious, I began working very hard on how to create a rational langauge for politics. And by 2006 I had made my first draft of what will become propertarianism. It was terrible and very long, and like most people, a tale of history without cause. It told me how much I had to learn. THen In 2009 I tried again, and that draft led me to my 2013 draft of only 200 pages. But then I felt I needed to understand even more – particularly truth. And that is when the magic happened and everything came together.

    —-

    But there are times that you feel you’re part of the scenery

    all the greenery …. is coming down, ….. boy.

    And then your wife seems to think you’re part of the furniture……

    oh, it’s peculiar,…… she used to be so nice.

    You never see what you want to see…

    Forever playing to the gallery.

    And when you’re up on the stage, it’s so unbelievable,

    unforgettable,….. how they adore…… you,

    But then your wife seems to think you’re losing your sanity,

    Does it feel that you life’s become a catastrophe?

    But does it have to be?…… For you to grow, … boy.

    So, when the day comes to settle down,

    Who’s to blame if you’re not around?


    Source date (UTC): 2015-12-13 06:21:00 UTC

  • #AltRight #conservative #libertarian

    http://twitter.com/curtdoolittle/status/675635859257991168/photo/1?utm_source=fb&utm_medium=fb&utm_campaign=curtdoolittle&utm_content=675635859257991168#NRx #AltRight #conservative #libertarian https://t.co/mhmghsEFrU


    Source date (UTC): 2015-12-12 06:18:00 UTC

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