Local Medical Help Please: I need a normal (ethnic european, mature adult, male

Local Medical Help Please:

I need a normal (ethnic european, mature adult, male or female) doctor I can have adult doctor-patient relationship with in New England that is not a pill pusher, new ager, pseudoscience-peddler, or otherwise creepy who will maintain my 18mcg prescription for Concerta (ADHD) so that I can maintain my workload at this pace. I can’t even get anyone to return a call.

There is no tech community here where this kind of thing is about as common as toothpaste. And I’m trying to do heroic effort without it, and I have to drink coffee constantly for the same effect. I mean do i have to move to WA or CA to get freaking Programmer Chicklets?

( RANT ON: Anti-Blue New England Rant: In Seattle this was easy. Overseas it was easy too (Really). Here in the eastern state’s its absolutely impossible. Northeastern people are not ‘good people’ in the first place – a hangover of puritanism, the ivy school cult of ideology, the rust belt collapse, and black relocation. So, they’re the lowest trust in USA, self righteousness, and with absolutely no reason for it makes pretty much everyone nihilistic and unbearable. ie: you don’t want to have a relationship with a doctor that’s not reciprocally trusting when brain altering drugs are involved. Between the opiate crisis and the prevalence of alcoholics, drug users, and broken working folk here and the great sucking sound of IQ drain as white flight continues, it’s ‘made an intellectual desert’ out of the state. I ‘mean I’m 60 and been taking these things since I was 25. I probably know more about every one of the drugs than anyone but researchers. damn… RANT OFF )

(Yeah, and this is an expression of frustration why I’m having trouble getting the introduction constitution and declaration out. )

Thanks.