Slept very well, and so I’m having one of those ‘very good’ days. Working on tea

Slept very well, and so I’m having one of those ‘very good’ days. Working on teaching ‘the method’. Feeling awe. Feeling ‘confident’ and a bit excited where I have generally felt ‘overwhelmed’ and depressed by the impossible task I set myself to – or the task I asked the gods for, or the task the gods set me to. I am not really sure of my own agency in this matter.

0. “I cannot try to understand until I know I do not understand”.

1. “I cannot understand until I am ready to understand.”

2. “The gods reveal to me the answer when I am ready.”

3. “I am most successful in understanding when I do what my gods advise me.”

4. “I am happiest when I am successful in transcendence through understanding – when I have achieved an increase in agency.”

5. “I feel ever closer to the gods through each success at transcendence.”