(Diary) (I wish I understood. I am productive as hell today. I did a lot of walk

(Diary) (I wish I understood. I am productive as hell today. I did a lot of walking yesterday. But I was alone too much yesterday. It’s because I felt very bad for much of the day because I got some preservatives somehow. So I was in ‘confused’ state. I couldn’t write at all. I watched a couple of movies in the hotel lobby. I went to bed very tired. It was too hot at night. I slept with headphones on listening to a book. This morning I’ve had a cappuccino and two eggs and an apple juice. I need a shower (I was too hungry this morning). The ‘noise’ in my autistic monster is calm for some reason. I have no idea why. I love ukraine like crazy today. Gotta be the exercise. All it can be.

Lift heavy things. Walk don’t drive. Sleep. Write.)