(ASPIE STORIES: I swear to god, sometimes I feel like a mere puppet to the machi

(ASPIE STORIES: I swear to god, sometimes I feel like a mere puppet to the machine in my head. I can’t figure out what’s bothering me all day and then my subconscious throws out the answer to something that it’s been frustrated with that it couldn’t solve, that I didn’t even know it was solving, and boom, I’m happy and I have no idea why. ack…. Nature’s Useful OCD disorder. lol. )