Why is it some nights are saturated with nightmares? Last night was impossible.

Why is it some nights are saturated with nightmares? Last night was impossible. I’ll be recovering from it for three days.

Its beneficial if you can survive periods of extreme duress, and my pain tolerance has been one of my most useful abilities. But the consequence is the accumulation of subconscious traumas – post traumatic stresses – that in my case at least can be triggered by similar stresses, and which seem to find release in my dreams. Which are, unfortunately vivid.

Elevators, buried bodies, cellars, caves, ancient decrepit buildings, the strangest business threats, money problems, women spending your hard earned money, and revisiting divorces. Thankfully since the end of the cold war those nuclear nightmares are gone.

Usually permutations of all of the above.

There is nothing that bothers me more though than a proletarian government peopled by righteously malignant and vengeful characters happily ruining your life rather than assisting you. And that is what american government means.

That isnt a nightmare – its reality.