Category: Personal Reflections and Diary

( I can finally code again today. thank god. going to go get some tests done and see if its as simple as I’m carrying some infection around with me year after year. If I’m fine on anti-biotics and keep getting these bugs otherwise, doesn’t that gotta be it? is that what’s giving me the serious asthma? Did I ‘catch’ it in the hospital during surgery? Because that’s when it started, after surgery. )

Going through photos of the architectural properties of my hometown. Victorian and pre-depression. Trying to think of any post-depression architecture that beautifies the natural world. it’s not that there isn’t some – but that there isn’t much. One of the criteria for an architectural monument is that it must endure monumentally. Meaning retain their beauty without the maintaining hand of man. And by that requirement almost the entire twentieth century consists not of aristocratic architectural monuments(art), but bourgeois commercial fashion(design). The equivalent of glass tents.

(Still sick. Can’t write. Can’t code. And so another day wasted.)…………. I can’t afford all this downtime.

( sick for a week now. worse today instead of better. can’t get warm. But I see the pattern. I catch a cold but I can’t clear it. So it stays with me forever. This time, I go get meds before it takes me all the way down again. Can’t write or code. ack )