Category: Personal Reflections and Diary

(FWIW: Sweating: I take four medications because of the condition of my immune system after surviving cancer. One of the side effects of these medications along with the absence of a thyroid is the inability tolerate heat. As those who followed us to the restaurant after, I was barely able to maintain consciousness for about an hour until the air conditioning did its job.
My doctor was not happy stating ‘don’t every do that again’. So I was overdressed, carrying hardware, overweight, standing in the sweltering 105 degree heat, bloated from the water I kept drinking and sweating and I still did a pretty good job of NOT causing the left to cancel us – but instead we showed how to disempower them.
The left have NO POWER if you don’t take the bait. And we were aware that the police had moved the armored cars up to either side of our speech.
Unfortunately the right is pouplated with young imbeciles who canceled us. Which we were sort of dumbfounded by. Though it was mostly the leaders of two groups of nitwits who I won’t mention who flipped on us. Our recognition that the ‘lost boys’ were likely mentally or genetically dysfunctional losers was the reason we stopped working to turn them into a political movement. And I was correct. Because as I stated at the time, Trump was going to lose the election and the left would aggressively silence the right across the spectrum – which is what happened. That was the only reason we tried acceleration in Richmond despite the John was our front man, and he could’t afford at the time to take that position without harm to his career and family. So I had to step out front despite being an intellectual and not a front man.
So we did a fair job and the right did us the damage not the left or the state. The right always practices self harm.
And John is back with a new book and new videos and a new strategy and our organization is larger and stronger and more influential than ever preisely because we agve up on the lost boys in favor of responsible folk.)

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Christmas Peace 😉
A Christmas dinner of ham, pineapple, apple sauce, mashed potatoes and such traditionals, with mincemeat, pumpkin and apple pie. A video of a fire for thos of us who live in condos so we have to fake it. Some lovely background music. Blinking white Christmas lights around the windows. The near absolute environmental silence because of the absence of trucks, traffic, and construction. The subconscious knowledge that we are, almost all, at some degree of ‘rest’ – and that many families are enjoying one another especially if they have children. The knowldge that by now, or within hours, chairs and couches will be filled with adults in food coma, or alcohol induced sleep. Unfettred by the chatter of children spendig time with their relations they infrequently see. The result is a state of mind I think our ancestors experience more frequntly than we – making these moments even more prescious. 😉

Merry Christmas 😉

(Rural Life)
Tonight it’s coyotes howling. The other night it was a horned owl. In the past it’s been a bobcat. And once in a while the sound of someone’s pet becomming dinner….

I mean, I live in rural new england these days. So seriously?