Author: Curt Doolittle

(Diary)
I don’t miss owning houses they are a time and money sink. I don’t miss owning companies. Wealth is a vapid legacy. I certainly don’t miss living in airports and hotels. I don’t really even miss traveling, doing business, or learning about different strategies and cultures in different countries. I do miss Ukraine. Every day. I do miss intelligence work. I miss each of my ex’s a bit. I certainly miss my Ferrari. A lot. I miss my dog. A lot. I miss my horse a little – not riding him, but just – well, they’re magical in their own way. A relationship you only feel, don’t think at all. And the ritual of caring for them every day or two is peaceful. Mindful. Like being human instead of a part of this bureaucratic and procedural world we’ve made. Today I have more friends of better quality, morality, respect, and honor than I had during the rest of my life combined. I do more important work that only a few understand. And, perhaps having survived cancers and more, I am more thankful of it than I was when younger.
I’ve become self aware of how thankful I am for everything in my life. And everyone else I know who practices the same thankfulness achieves the same peace of mind. So regular thankfulness is perhaps the best means of mindfulness we can give ourselves.
That said, there is one spectrum of evil in this world, and that is the evil of governments. And I would burn this one to the ground and salt its earth, and start anew, with only minor reforms, that would never again, allow such madness as the arrogance of progressives, idealism of marxists, and folly of the fools – especially our women, to turn a civilizational industrialization of individual responsibility and autonomy into one of irresponsibility, dependency, and procedural and debt servitude – And if I can do much else with what remains of my life it will be to leave behind an explanation of how those of heart, mind, and moral conviction can reverse the great crime brought upon our people, and prevent for thousands of years into the future, the political seditious muslims, the political and marxist jewish intellectuals, the christian progressives, and the folly of the introduction of women into a polity without advancing the law to equally prohibit women’s methods of antisocial behavior, undermining, sedition, treason, and war, whether intuited by the feminine genome, systematized, promoted, and institutionalized by political jews, and used for self aggrandizement and credentialism by men who only generations before had been of merit in demonstrated competency in farming, production, military, and state.
Never again.
Never, ever, again.
That is what I yet wish to be thankful for.
CD