Author: Curt Doolittle

Posts: Even amidst personal catastrophe i work on philosophy. 🙂

(personal) (lament)

Although I think i’ve made some amazing progress lately, what I think I have learned from my work is not particularly comforting for someone who loves liberty more than life. I am becoming convinced that liberty is a niche solution to hardship that is highly eugenic, and highly productive, but I am not sure that without environmental ‘mass’ (universalism) of the nuclear family, and a militia determined to fight for it, that it CAN exist. It is an aristocratic social model. Entirely aristocratic.

I think people who desire liberty, and the nuclear family, will be like christians in the Lebanon. Wealthy until the proletarians kill them out of envy. The social result of the Dunning Krueger effect: “we are oppressed” rather than ” they do it better than we do”.

LAMENT

Tough couple of decades. Illness, divorce, cancer, illness 2, divorce 2, cancer 2, disease 3, losing millions, Watching others ruin the business you built over a decade. Fighting against my own government, that has no moral constraint. At this point I feel like I’m working in a war zone.

Bast week has been absolutely crushing. I just recovered physically and mentally in, maybe August? So I’ve sort of had four good months now. And like a good warrior I soldier on. Try to make sure my family will be taken care of. (No one else will).

No mater what I do it turns to money. But at this point I’m sort of falling apart from all the accumulated wear and tear. 🙂

Thanks V. 🙂