(Diary) Dunno if it matters to anyone else, or if you can notice, but I have not

(Diary)
Dunno if it matters to anyone else, or if you can notice, but I have noticed that my words have returned to me. They’re the product of a calm state of mind. It’s that state of mind that’s returned them to me.
I should have kept a diary of the process of physical and cognitive decline and resurrection because it’s been a painful but fascinating journey.
I am still physically overweight and out of shape but those are ordinary problems that a well mind can solve.
I know that we at least understood the long term cause of infection, and the exhaustion, but I’m still unsure of the degree to which long covid then whatever this ‘white lung’ infection is, just about did me in.