(diary) No man would pay the cost I have paid to do the work I have done without

(diary)
No man would pay the cost I have paid to do the work I have done without a moral conviction that he placed above all, including his life. I only hope god grants me the health and strength to finish the work and bring it into being for the betterment of my people and by proxy, mankind. And I cannot thank god enough for the people who have cared for me on this journey because without them it would have been both impossible and unbearable. My only disappointment lies in the understanding that my work is far more complex, deep, and sophisticated than is perceptible at first blush, and that frustration is only countered by the joy of the evidence of the wisdom and insight of those who have born the cost to learn it.