(Diary entry. Self analysis. It is interesting. Over the past 90 days, focusing

(Diary entry. Self analysis. It is interesting. Over the past 90 days, focusing entirely on our software product, my anxiety has risen to the point where I am almost unable to function. If I don’t write, it’s like a spring of stress is being wound inside of me. Philosophy – Propertarianism in particular – has allowed me to find perpetual purpose and release for my autistic demon. I can feed it an endless diet of problems, and bring them to resolution. Even if that problem is only one of simplifying the means of expression. So, I cannot function any longer without allocating time for my writing. Just as I cannot write without the social experience of business. I have to do both to be happy. I think these two activities tend to keep me ‘calm and ordered’ and without the autism taking control of me. )