(Diary) When you believe you are going to die, it affects almost everything you

(Diary)
When you believe you are going to die, it affects almost everything you observe, perceive, feel, and think. When you recover, the same is true. I’m kind of surprised how positively I see the world as time passed between then and now. And now that I’m back in the northwest with ‘the good people’ so to speak, I appreciate them even more than when I first came here.
Causality: Europe creates mindfulness for the common folk by a government that mothers them. America creates the same in suburban and rural areas that are not poor.