The fact than anyone even vaguely understands anything meaningful I say still am

The fact than anyone even vaguely understands anything meaningful I say still amazes me.

And its only at this stage of writing volumes I fully understand the historical trap of math, physics, and even functional programming as imposing cognitive limits that resist the evolution of our thought into grammars, economics, law, and simulation (object oriented programming and bayesian marginal indifference).

I understood the semitic/feminine problem of verbalism in mathematics vs the european/masculine as measurement. I understood the problem of mathiness in both. But the barrier overemphasis and mathiness created as an inhibition on thought was far greater than I understood.