(Diary) Does someone want to explain to me why I want to start and run another c

(Diary)
Does someone want to explain to me why I want to start and run another company? Especially in a space as speculative and disruptive as AI? Populated by overconfident overfunded over-their-head males? I must be nuts. Seriously. What about beaches, umbrella drinks, and enjoying a scenery populated by girls in bikinis, waiters with good manners, and palm trees? Or, heck, I could go back to fronting a venture capital firm, and intelligence gathering in strange places with loose laws, looser morals, and an endless supply of corrupt individuals on one end, and desperate social, economic, and political climbers on the other? Including women half my age that throw themselves at you in hope of salvation from abusive men, their laziness, semi-criminality alcoholism and deterministic poverty? Or heck, I could just retreat to some valley somewhere in europe and keep working on books and theory so my gravestone has a semi respectable epitaph. WTH am I doing? ;). Seriously. I’m nuts. … Not that my nuttery’s ever been other than a question. It’s just a good, or at least useful, and often profitable, kind of nuts… most of the time. lol